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∞ Hey there, I'm Ambre

♡ My ask is always open ♡

Blog may be triggering

I promote recovery

"Sometimes before it gets better The darkness gets bigger"

"Anchor yourself to something you love to steer yourself in the right direction."
~Ambre K. (me)


15 / 3rd degree black belt / fencer/ dancer/ writer / blogger / straight a honors student /

I have not cut since June 24, 2013
I'm sad, not suicidal
I have recovered
Recovery was worth it

/ I maintain this blog in order to make sure others know that they are not alone. /


It was an unbeleivably, overwhelming painJennifer Lawrence didn't actually say that, I was just attempting to read her lipsGif by A.K. from darkness-consumed-me.tumblr.comI make gifs now! 230 notes
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