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∞ Hey there, I'm Amber

♡ My ask is always open ♡

Blog may be triggering

I promote recovery

Back-up blog is
darkness-consumed-me-backup.tumblr.com


"Sometimes before it gets better The darkness gets bigger"
-FALL OUT BOY
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"Anchor yourself to something you love to steer yourself in the right direction."
~Ambre K. (me)

ME


16 / 3rd degree black belt / fencer/ dancer/ writer / blogger / straight a honors student /

I have not cut since June 24, 2013
no longer depressed
I have recovered
Recovery was worth it

/ I maintain this blog in order to make sure others know that they are not alone. /





Mine



It was an unbeleivably, overwhelming painJennifer Lawrence didn't actually say that, I was just attempting to read her lipsGif by A.K. from darkness-consumed-me.tumblr.comI make gifs now! 263 notes
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