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"Sometimes before it gets better The darkness gets bigger"

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I have not cut since June 24, 2013
no longer depressed
I have recovered
Recovery was worth it

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"I just want to feel okay again."White Horse // Taylor SwiftGif source 1,133 notes
tagged as: Taylor Swift. White Horse. broken. sad. numb. depressed. i want to feel okay. okay. black and white. gif. my gif 2. anxiety. eating disorder. pain. country. music.

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