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"Sometimes before it gets better The darkness gets bigger"

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~Ambre K. (me)


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I have not cut since June 24, 2013
no longer depressed
I have recovered
Recovery was worth it

/ I maintain this blog in order to make sure others know that they are not alone. /


"I just want to feel okay again."White Horse // Taylor SwiftGif source 1,043 notes
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