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"Sometimes before it gets better The darkness gets bigger"
-FALL OUT BOY
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ME


15 / 3rd degree black belt / fencer/ dancer/ writer / blogger / straight a honors student /

I have not cut since June 24, 2013
I'm sad, not suicidal
I have recovered
Recovery was worth it

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When life takes a jab at you, you stab right backVideo footage of me fencing, (I'm the one who is jumping to reach the guy who is at least 6'4)This is me so please don't remove credGif source 262 notes
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